working with my ex… he says ‘so are you working friday?’ and i reply yes. then he turns around and says oh i wasn’t talking to you, instead he was flirting with some blonde over the counter. i couldn’t speak for another 20 minutes. way to pump up my anxiety asshole.
so today, i saw the guy i like at his work. i pretended that i didn’t see him, and walked with confidence past him hoping he would notice me. when i got home, i realized my dress was see through and you could see my heart underwear. yeah i hope he didn’t notice me.. but he probably did. good way to fuck things up even more.